God Encompassing God

O LORD,

God encompassing God,

God encompassing All in Thyself!

O LORD,

Father, Son, and Holy Spirit -

Blessed Unity,

Holy Trinity,

Perfect Company!

O LORD,

there is none but Thee,

there is none like Thee!

O LORD,

Thou art from everlasting to everlasting -

in Thee All draw their being,

in Thee All draw their living life,

in Thee there is no shadow of turning,

in Thee there is neither darkness nor Night,

in Thee there is joy, abundance and peace,

in Thee there is only love and the Light!

O LORD,

Thou desire salvation for all beings

to Whom shall all needful souls turn to,

my God, but to Thee?

O LORD,

Thou art the one Sovereign of all nations

unto Whom shall Thy exile peoples return to,

my God, but unto Thee?

Abide in us, O LORD, be with us!

Be the God of our lives, our families,

and our national communities!

O Goal of all my goals,

I love, I trust, and I adore Thee!

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Our God, O my beloved of my heart, is a God of relationships - One, Triune Perfection!

Saint Andrew's School Hymn

Beloved Saint Andrew's

the knowledge we obtain

from the Lord God Above

through thy guidance and love.

You inspire our will

to reach our golden goal:

Love God and Country

Proudly we proclaim!

Refrain:

Hail Saint Andrew's -

Endless fountain of wisdom!

We do pledge a life of serving love.

The bright and shining Morning

comes in our lives,

we the Andreans give respect

to Thy enlightening command -

We shall cherish You

from here and afar

with You the darkest road

we'll walk unafraid.

Composer: Mr. Francis Dandan

Ye Olde Patche -

This is the patch I wore

back to a time way back when...

The best memories I have growing up is undoubtedly at Saint Andrew's...

Interior of Hope

I look back once again
at the waning of the long night

and the receding of the darkness

falling quickly behind me

into the distant past

and look forward
upon yonder wide horizons

into my dream of happiness

rising to meet me
on my way
joyfully ahead
eastward into my soul

even amidst the barren landscape

strewn with empty shells
of forlorn and broken things

across the long march of exile time

with the unmade grace of kindly wings
that bear my thankfulness high

towards that great mountain within

and the summit of my remembrance
beneath a multitude of living lights
amidst the eternal blue of my native sky

at the abode of my heart

where I dwell with my Eternal Beloved
in love with my Love
deep in the Sanctuary of our faith
in friendships made forever
at peace with my Peace.

- selah -

And in my every waking dream
when the night seems long
I look ahead once again
and walk the eastward way
deep into the breaking of dawn

away from the darkness of my past

forever, forever into the morn
far, far into the unfolding of my life.

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The Rise of Wormwood

Crystal Deth

Beware Crystal Deth!

The curious, it kills.

The ignorant, it smothers.

The stubborn, it conquers.

The foolish, it punishes.

The weak, it ensnares.

Countless are these numbers.

Beware Crystal Deth!

The suffering it has wrought...

The friendships it has ruined...

The lovers it has betrayed...

The dreams it has destroyed...

The families it has torn asunder...

The lives it has enslaved...

Countless are these numbers.

Beware Crystal Deth!

Educate yourselves, O youth!

Do not add to the misery,

rather, be part of the solution:

Do not be curious.

Do not be ignorant.

Do not be stubborn.

Do not be foolish.

Do not be weak.

Beware Crystal Deth!

Do not look for it.

To avoid its curse:

Hear it never.

See it never.

Speak about it never.

Touch it not!

Beware Crystal Deth!

Beware the allure of drugs.

Think not to fall for it.

Its master is the Devil.

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What is the price of Crystal Deth?

In the beginning, it shall sell you a lie.

And then, it shall ask you for your money.

And then, it shall ask you for your job.

And then, it shall ask you for your dreams.

And then, it shall ask you for your health.

And then, it shall ask you for your friends.

And then, it shall ask you for your sanity.

And then, it shall ask you for your family.

And then, it shall ask you for your life.

And finally, it shall ask you for your soul.

So what is the price of Crystal Deth?

Too much.

So don't mess with it...

JUST DON'T.

Foundling

Before You, O Christ,
I knew only darkness!
I was a child of the void
destined for destruction.
Until Your Spirit came
I knew no peace, my God.

But You came to me
to make me anew...
I do not understand, LORD,
but You came to me.

And as Thy Love hovered

over the waters of my heart
to calm the raging storm
I began to see... myself.

And so I say -

O LORD,

I adore You

and I bless You!

There is no other but You!

There is no other like You!

Father in heaven, I love You,

I have no Father but You!

Thank You for sending me

Your only begotten Son,

Jesus Christ, my Savior,

to save me and the world

from sin and destruction.

O Incarnate Word of God,

I adore You

and I bless You!

Lord Jesus, I love You!

I have no other Savior but You.

Thank You for everything!

Through Thy life, Thy works,

Thy Passion, and Holy Cross

Thy death and Resurrection,

You have made me Yours,

O Christ, so here I am,

I am Yours.

Thank You O Father in heaven,

and Thank You, Lord Jesus Christ,

for sending me Thy Holy Spirit

as a Comfort to my little soul.

O Holy Spirit of the LORD,

You lead me unto all Truth,

Your gentle Illumination

is a warmth to my heart

and a light for my faith.

O Lord and Giver of Life,

for all Thy works of inspiration,

I thank You.

O Holy Spirit,

Soul of my soul,

I adore You, I love You

and I bless You!

I am but a foundling, LORD,

I am nothing without You.

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Summer Blossoms and Wild Flowers

These are called White Angel flowers. I never used to notice them before.

The first time I noticed these flowers was during my confinement period at the rehabilitation center in Quezon City.

Blooming like little white stars, perched upon its native bough, each little white angel flower eventually sheds itself from its lofty perch, to grace the awaiting earth with a delicate beauty that soon passes away.

One would think it sad, that these fragile little flowers shed themselves in this way. They fall like starlight falls upon the world to become something hidden from sight.

But such is the nature of beautiful things, caught only in glimpses that soon become ephemeral memories of a distant time, fading away into forever.

Beauty is fleeting.

But only for those who seek her not. For beauty will not impose herself upon those who are unaccustomed to her nearness. Such too is the nature of beautiful things, chaste.

Beauty also lasts.

But only when love is in the eye of her beholder. For when love is in the heart, beauty becomes a part of her beholder, to dwell with her beloved forever.

Indeed, I think it fitting to call these flowers White Angel flowers.

They are beautiful to me.

They reminded me of my darlingest Annelies Marie and gave me much comfort during the most difficult times of my primary confinement. They still do and I think they always will.

Now I see them everywhere.

I also know now where these flowers go...

And they never fail to sustain my spirit.

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It's a Mrrrowley Polley flower... =^.^=

Image in My Heart

DURING THOSE TIMES when I can pull back from the clutter and the noise of the outside world and enter into the secrets of my soul, into the interior Kingdom of the infinite God of my heart, I wonder at all the possibilities of happiness there is... and always come up short of the satisfaction of knowing and understanding all there is.

There is always infinitely more to our happiness than God would lead us to apprehend with our tiny capacity for imagination.

And when my memory had had it's thimble capacity fill of the beatitudes of the spirit and I try to bear away what's precious with each new and profound intimation of happiness, my remembrance stirs within me and recalls me back to the Presence of the one Giver above all His gifts.

It is God's special way of telling my forgetful, little soul, over and over, that He is the great Jewel in the parable, the Treasure hidden in the field, my Pearl of Great Price, and I rediscover, again and again, the immensity of the joy that awaits those who love God and serve Him with righteous fear.

One treasured memory I have, one that is most precious to me, is of a past image drawn from these same wanderings of a place in my heart with my darlingest Annelies Marie.

It is a location in M31, the Andromeda Galaxy; a spot above the galactic core - upon a luminous place filled with life and light...

Above us, the blue of our skies were a conscious, golden blaze of a million shining suns set against the enormous galactic backdrop of Andromeda.

The whole land was a fertile blanket of welcoming flowers and trees laden with every good fruit imaginable, all the animals were tame and none of them ate the flesh of the other.

There was a beach and a hill near the seaside, she was there and I was with her on the hill.

She wore my hopes like little white flowers on her beautiful, flowing hair and I gave to her a little bouquet of those fragile little hopes that I picked from her heart.

We were an infinite comfort to each other as we sat on the hill, a comfort I always feel about my Anneka.

We quietly enjoyed our togetherness as we looked out into the timeless sea, gazed at the waves of the comings and goings of life; the ebb and flow motion of the washing away of the darkness of exile time.

There we remained, my Anne and I, until all of the darkness was spent and all of the evil and the suffering had fled from the world and there was only this everlasting friendship in the Presence of an Everlasting Love.

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The opposite of possibility thinking is impossibility thinking.