From my Journal 20130222Fri

I was in desolation for a couple of weeks and didn't realize that I was... many things, worldly and personal concerns, all worked to obscure it from my soul. It was as if I suddenly woke up and found my day had turned into night. It resulted in a near disaster for me.

I came close to despair thinking it was somehow just fine to cross over the line that will turn my hope into ashes. I was lost and only realized it when my Savior told me I was lost.

So I stopped. 

Then I had a quiet time with Jesus, my All, and when I did, I found that my way back is to get back to my Lenten observances.

So that's what i'm going to do.