Monday, August 16, 2010

All

O LORD,
Thou art God
and that is all.

In my absence,
Thou art present.

In my sickness,
Thou art health.

In my weakness,
Thou art strength.

In my folly,
Thou art wisdom.

In my ignorance
Thou art knowledge.

In my dullness,
Thou art discernment.

In my bondage,
Thou art salvation.

In my blindness,
Thou art true sight.

In my darkness,
Thou art true light.

O LORD,
Thou art God
and that is all!
---<--@


The LORD Himself will fight for you; you have only to keep still.

Exodus 14: 14

Sunday, August 15, 2010

Ignite

STARSHINE,
your addiction is to life.

There is nothing worthy
about things that cause harm -
Destruction is only good
if it brings about growth and transformation.

So remember this
when you shall desire to find yourself
when you shall seek to one day be
as stars looking out from yourself
possessed by your own light,
being by the one Beautiful beheld
seeing far into the darkness
of our needful world:
Make no provision in your heart
for evil things: Here, Now.

For there will come a time in your life
when you shall be confused
when you shall cross an imperceptible threshold
into an in-between world -
By the ebb and flow tides of shadow and light,
you shall wander alone with the Alone
and you will be compelled to look for those things
that are meant to be yours
as well as forced to shed away all other things
that should no-wise belong to you.

So listen to good counsel, Beloved of God,
for it is better not to begin weeping
than to weep until the tears that was begun
are all shed away by our weeping together
for before you can shed your own starlight,
our most precious
Starshine,
before the love in your heart ignites,
you must first shed away all your tears.
---<--@



Therefore -

Cast off the darkness of despair. And shed away all thy bitter tears.

The long night has not yet claimed you. For you are here now.

Abide by the sober strength of friendships forged in recovery. And l
et us linger in the shelter of our togetherness.

Weep with us these
tears that keep us salty and bind thyself to the slavery that keeps us free.

Give of yourself and you will see far into the darkness, our beloved Starshine.

Serve. Learn to love the act of service.

Then go and shine by the light of thy own seeing clearly.

Carry the message of recovery.

Arrive in peace.

Leave by way of the same peace.

=^.^=

Monday, August 9, 2010

Breaking Free

This work is dedicated to all suffering addicts and alcoholics:

THIS ADDICTION

has power over me no more.

It has power only over those
who believe in
the lie.

This addiction has lied to me,
my family, and my friends,
right from the very beginning.

It has nearly destroyed me.

It has harmed those
whom I hold dear to my heart
who hold me dear to theirs.

Therefore, I no longer believe in
the lie.
I can neither trust nor tolerate it:

I cast it away from myself!

The first choice is the wrong choice.

All the choices after that
is the choice of the addiction.

Therefore ---

The next choice I must make
is the one choice I must take
toward the road to freedom.

All the choices after this
are steps that take me there,
far away from here,
far away from the addiction,
far away from
the lie
that sought to extinguish
my promise and my life.

The road exists even should I fall
because the road exists for me.

The road exists so long as I believe
that time will take me there
and truth will set me free.

So help me God,
So help me God.
---<--@


So, my friends, let us together say:

"V R S N S M V - S M Q L I V B" meaning "
Vade retro Satana! Nunquam suade mihi vana! Sunt mala quae libas. Ipse venena bibas!"

Begone Satan! Never tempt me with your vanities! What you offer me is evil. Drink the poison yourself!